a BaSkET fULL of rUbbiSH

after a few months out of action, i am beginning to feel the nagging sensation to bitch about the world, who doesn’t anyway??, and what better place than the good old Blogmachine.

ahhh…well…….so what has been going on with me the past soooo long……well…for starters, i am with a decent audit firm now, for once, after job hopping for like 4 months, and finally settled into the firm i am with now….beginning to think and feel like an auditor/accountant, always trying to screw others for a better deal, heck, even the florist which i buy flowers for my girl is not spared…gee…it’s getting expensive to make a girl happy these days

so….now…i have grown a little taller or so i would like to believe, grew a lot wiser, learnt a lot more about humbleness, sincerity and love for family…..and a lot a lot more street savvy now….3 months into my current job, i was posted to Cambodia for like 3 weeks, it seemed forever while i was there…and i had my share of extremely unpleasant memories, and extremely pleasant memories…it was bittersweet, and it was one heck of an experience, learnt so much more than i think i would have…..in terms of audit technicalities right down to the human heart….

we are all fragile little creatures really…human being….a bunch of frail plastics, a thin sheet of glass, all of us breakdown, its just what makes us breakdown….from what i have learnt, i know no what breaks me down….

Well….life has not been swell, it’s not the same since i started earning my own mulah, and heck now i even committed myself into buying a car with my girl…no easy job, extremely demanding, and definitely humble u to the core point of humility…..

So…..i’m much stronger now, much learned now, and seen much more now….i’ve got loads to go, and still keep to my own true self ala Paul Wong style….i have not changed in character, but i have changed in person. It’s the little things u see, feel, hear that gives u a whole new perspective on life and what it stands for.

My results will be out in a couple of days, i will probably be too darn busy to sit home and moan about it, so i’ll just work my a$$ off and open my inbox when it comes, and pray it goes well…..till then….