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Dear people,

I have officially been punk’d…..as much as i would like to trust the human being or shall i say, the HUMAN kind, i was perplexed, disturbed, and shocked beyond understanding on how some people can react….i know it takes all sorts to make the world go round, but never ever in my entire life, have i seen such blatant display of finger pointing, back stabbing, and LYING in my life…i mean we are all guilty of little white lies like "i’m on my way home now" when u’re still playing daytona and in the last leg…..but man…i’ve never seen a more disgusting behavior of someone telling me and another A totally different story altogether…..shocked……total hypocrite…i’ve been longing to bitch smack this bitch a long time ago, but i had to hold back for i fear the adverse publicity it may bring, so i just suffered from stomach ulcers and swallow it until i start blogging……

this bitch…it totally unreasonable….Ms. V….as i would put it, would have one of the most pretentious outlook one can ever find….she goes around telling people about how good she is, how kind she is, how wonderful she is, but when it comes to the real thing, there was never a time when she actually did those things….terror leh…welcome to my world…..but oh well…since it’s going to be my last few days at work….and i’m moving into something greater, better, bigger and more promising i hope, i wanna put all this behind me, pray that it’ll work out…i hope i do not have to fill in timesheets which don’t really reflect one’s activity during the day, i hope i dun have to report to so many people telling them the same bloody story all over again each time i see a different senior and ot manager, i just want to work, i just want to move on with my life……

but all in all, this has definitely made me tougher, and like they say..what doesn;t kill u, only makes u stronger….i shall be THEN…stronger…….

well..i will most probably be blogging from now till my new place commences….for the heck of it, really…..but it’ll pretty much be the same shit day in day out…..but u never know what interesting thing that may pop up during the waiting weeks….

well i’ve got only one or two companies to rap up, and looks like i may be leaving the current place a little sooner than expected….

wish me well, and wish me luck….

till the next BloG

CiaoZ

why do i even bother to blog….especially when all i do in friendster is check out chicks and see if my old school and college mates and well, ex work mates are still alive or dead…but oh well, since i am free…and i’ve got another 20 minutes till the end of my lunch time, i guess i have every single bloody right to be blogging…

Thus says paul, after 1 "fruitful" and well, learning year in horwath, i guess it’s time to move onto something, possibly because i have changed my perception and perspective on many things. I am 24, but i sound like a freaking 42. Well, new place looks good, nice old teak all over…wood elements all over, much to my liking, and i get free parking ( hah…..benefits leh….)……well…..salary is not like so freaking great, but i suppose it’s enough to get by days la…..

after one year of auditing, and many thanks to my current place which has enabled me to learn, i think i may have to reset my priorities and look for a different set of challenge…i’ve made enough enemies to last me a lifetime there, and also some good friends whom i would love to have coffee regularly with from time to time.

Nope, it’s not the end of the world, but i do suppose it’s the end of sumthing which will lead to something else. In the words of WKM Sr. The light at the end of the tunnel which leads u to another tunnel HaH!….

I have learnt to let go many things, particularly because of my new found self in the one upstairs….and know that there are so bloody many things u just cannot take into ur hands and say…AHAH…that;s it….sometimes we just need to bow down humbly before Him and let Him decide whats best for us. now i sound like a cantor/priest…..sigh…..

So, essentially, my life is a WIP contnuously, i rearrange my room so often, that the older stuff haven;t even gotten a chance to collect dust.

Jenni is still with me…WooHoo…ten years and still going strong…..we just splurge RMxxxx shopping a few days ago…and we are damn straight going to do that again sometime at the end of the year i hope….she’s still my one and only one….and yes..her clothes are now OFFICIALLY at MY place…hah…take that =P…..

I see a lot of my friends all grown up…."girl haters" now have girlfriends, gayboys now turn straight, heck even Edrei finally went "public" about his love interest…i thought he always spent only on computer chips…some old friends are beginning to surface and bit by bit all of us are growing older, wiser, and perhaps, fatter round the corner…..girls also have their respective boyfriends, and with the daunt of camera phones, camwhoring is a real pasttime…and well….it’s good…at least when i bump into them, i dun end up asking…err…who are u ar??……

times have changed too….so have all of us……and that;s err…good i suppose…..

so till then to any bloody body who’s bothered to read my blog…..

n yes tharish, if u do read it, start crying =P